joscelyn heng,22, peace love and karate punch!
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1:40 AM
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I am feeling buoyant now that everything's going well for us.
Not that i was sinking,i always float on water because of the chubs
Hee,
Today i had lunch with my little brother,not that he's really little or what,in fact he's quite huge!
Harhar,followed by meeting g, we walked around to find something for my dad,and then to ikea for dinner too. I am soooo looking forward to the weekends,enough said.
Happy 51st Birthday Daddy!
Boy,he's damndamndamndamn old!
& of course the Liu twinnies!
(: (: (:
a smile each,heeheehee.
Okay,gonna start on the mug now!!
3:17 AM
Monday, September 29, 2008
Saturday, boring day,swear. hibernate at home for more than half a day to wait,... attended mass and he was mine for the rest of the night, Finally...... (:
the hamsters at home super irritating,they make loud noises from the cage, early in the morning,like now.good lorddddddd
Sunday, my first job ever in my entire life, thankyou,thankyou very much. It was quite fun,but hell tiring like damndamndamn stoned and rocks. many new terms and skills were learnt,yay me! I finally know hows it like to serve in a wedding, and i was fantasizing the whole day of how my wedding's gna be like, like damn excited ah,like whose gna be invited and all that!! and the tail was like shit, i c n c n c n,c. ):
I dk about tee-m-el, and eye-el-why-vee-m. Insomniaaaaaaaaaa manzx
2:42 AM
i am not blah, i cannot blah and will never get to snore tonight because to see tmipimltilssm ____________, __________________.
And i am scared, regretful and fearful, dejected and crestfallen.
I dun think i'll blah well for the next two years or smthg. My eyebags are gna be like two prada bags. I hope ykhmymtmb. You amazing little boy.
Dun mind me,Another word vomit. PUKEZXRRKGVORLVJSWEOZVJs. Or is it not?
12:14 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
g is not coming out tonight,
i dunknow why,
i gonna emo one corner nowww,
wait till he comes out tmr,
urgh.disappointed manxz,
waited two weeks for tonight okay.
Anywayzxzxzxzxzx,
i went cycling yesterday with des,danny and danny's cousin,
i cycled for only an hour before they cycled me home again
watched hot chick again before i tried going to bed,
couldnt sleep for whatever reason,so i watch camp rock again too.
Two-day,
went republicpoly at noon with the usual peeple.
Waited for jeremy's class to end before we ate supersuper late lunch.
Then headed to danny's house for des to cut my hair,
he did an awfully great job!
So guys/girls,you know where to go for a free haircut,heehee.
Damn short ah my hair,i hope its still joscelyn-ish enough!
cant wait for it to grow,so i can tie again,
i love tieing my hairrrr!
It was damn funny uh the process!
Thanks Danny and Des!
And after all the excitement,we went to play our usual soccer!
Ha,i hope you can see the diff yo!
okay,im still upset okayyyyy,i was suppose to see him like now
or an hour ago downstairs or smthg,
walauuuuu eh,must whine and mourn and whine and mourn about it
over and over again uh,ha.
My dad went to the Formula1 race today,cool or cool?!
Heeheeheeheehee,
Lastly,i hope danny doesnt knockout ltr when he sleeps!
Ha,damn funny!we put a rock under his pillow when he was making drinks for us,
and i tried lying down for trialrun,pain man,but des adjusted it already to make it notso painful.
Hahahahahahahahahaa,
:D
Tmr will be better!
3:23 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Heeheeheehee
Tmr night my special friend comes back!
&Fishing for 4hours on oct1st with the usual lovely company and the cute twins!
i better take peektures on this one! The last time,we had to reformat the whole darn kamera
and everythingthing was goneeeee,sheesh!
Birthdays!
Papabear's birthday is on the 30th.
The liu twins are coming soon too
My dxb and hairy sean!
and the other N-S-I peeple.
Cant wait for halloween,
even though its still so far away,in farfaraway land.
Who's with meeee?!
2:42 AM
This morning this lady called and i was really jumpy,i couldnt get back to sleep,
but she didnt get back to me so im a little crushed.
Damnnnnn it.
Watched MeanGirls again after so long
and went to meet evangeline and danny and des.
Did nothing in causeway,wanted to watch mirrors but we're all underage,
And so later in the evening,i went to play soccer.
Just now,i looked thru my dusty vans shoe box.
i had many emotions,mostly happy of course,
so happy that i wish i could share my joy with the rest around me.
The pictures,the cards and the little notes.
The little things that important people in my life have put so much effort in doing it,
i am really thankful for them yknw.
Sometimes,i just want to let them know how much i missed their presence
and doing the things we do last time.
Perhaps its time i let them know,
1:39 AM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Sometimes,just sometimes,
i wish i was smaller and slimmer,i could fit into
those cute pretty dresses
just like snow white,cinderella,sleeping beauty and belle.
Sometimes,just sometimes,
i could get soooooo jealous over the slightest of things
which really isnt good for my soul.
Sometimes,just sometimes,
i wish i could fit in just like everybody else.
What has become of me...
10:39 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Today,deep breath,is finally wednesday!
(:
1:15 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
How You Life Your Life
You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave... for your own good. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many acquaintances. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
You are extremely self reliant and autonomous. You are definitely into doing your own thing. But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it. You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly.
You can't help but be a little vain... it's hard when you're so good looking! You love being the center of attention, and people love giving you attention.
Your personality is outrageous, and you do what it takes to stand out. You have superstar appeal, even if you aren't a celebrity (yet).
You truly love all of your friends. And your motto is "the more, the merrier"! Making sure everyone's included is your mission. You love getting to know your friends' friends. You always prefer a group of ten to a group of two. You think large groups have the best dynamic.
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way. You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.
You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional. You prefer things the way you've always known them. You'll admit that you're old fashioned, and you don't see anything wrong with that. Your tastes and preferences are classic. And classic never goes out of style.
Those who like you crave security. People can rely on you to be true to yourself - and true to them. You're loyal, trustworthy, and comfortable in your own skin. And because of these qualities, you've definitely earned a lot of respect.
You are have a big personality. It's hard for anyone to ignore you! You dream big. You think big. And you eat big. Some people consider you high maintenance, but you just know what you want... and when you want it.
Your best friend: The Tuna Fish Sandwich
Your mortal enemy: The Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich
You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions. When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!
Surprising, unique, and high maintenance. You're one of a kind, and you don't want anyone to forget it. You're fun in small doses, but it's easy for people to overdose on you!
You are a very playful person. For you, summer is all about having a good time. You have a nearly undying energy. You're up for anything at anytime, as long as fun is involved.
You keep active as much as possible. You don't feel comfortable if you have to sit still. You're a true kid at heart. You enjoy a popsicle as much as a trip to the amusement park.
You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you. People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.
Raindrops on roses, And whiskers on kittens, Bright copper kettles And warm woolen mittens. Brown paper packages Tied up with string, These are a few of my favorite things.
Cream colored ponies, And crisp apple strudel. Doorbells and sleighbells And schnitzel with noodles, Wild geese that fly With the moon on their wings, These are a few of my favorite things.
Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes, Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes, Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things.
When the dog bites, When the bee stings, When I’m feeling sad. I simply remember my favorite things, And then I don’t feel so bad!
(: (: (:
7:29 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Yesterday night was Neil's birthday celebration,
Before that,i went to meet faith in town after her work,
spent some time there before coming back to woodlands
and met the rest in the interchange before heading there.
Its all good!
(:
Wowwie, many birthdays coming up!
I couldnt sleep last night,because i was too happy?
idk what logic is that,but i felt really really happy and thankful.
Like super super thankful and blessed.
Thanked the lord for million of things,
Smiled under the blanket many times,tossing and turning thinking of many happy,heartwarming
moments.Never ending i tell you.
Singing 'These are a few of my favourite things'
to make me feel....happier!
Sound of music makes me very happy.
Dad bought me the dignity album
that I have been eyeing for very long
but couldnt have the heart to get it with my own
savings.
Hawhaw.
(: (: (:
Ate at Ajisen Ramen with the family.
Did nothing in the afternoon
and still doing nothing at night.
Yessa,sunday almost over!
5 more days,im counting down!
:D
Till then I'm soaking myself
in a tub full of songs from the dignity album.
+ the lyrics(cant memorize lyrics for nuts shitzx)
That way if hilary duff,ever,ever,ever comes to singapore,
i can singalong! Woohooooooooo!
I still prefer the metamorphosis album though.
12:27 AM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Let me tell you a story,
Once Upon A time,There was a girl named joscelyn heng wei qian.
She went out for lunch with her kong,
and they had kfc for almost 2 hrs.She was sitting there eating her fastfood and listening
to him telling many many funny true emotional stories which she will never forget,and she's really glad that she
has such a friend like him.and hopes to have more of such meaningful lunches.
Later on,her deadxiaoboi came to join them and she followed them to night safari for their
job interview which she had to wait for amillionyears for them to be done and finally went for soccer. The End.
Rarr,one more week left! one more week!
:/
3:32 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
im amazed i did 4 today.
was really bored,think i shd set up another grudge for purely
JDA.
rot,rot,rot.
:/
3:32 PM
(:
Maybe jogging and meeting the alkaline trio ltr.
just like how i plan it to be,everyday.
10:24 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
i kinda wasted today away,
I threw today in the chute
flush today in the toiletbowl
Burn today into ash
Today's gone.
Never coming back.
I did 2 more of such doodling,
thought of some crappy rose are red poems
and played more soccer.
And now im in love with soyabean.
tyvm
feel lousy because of some petty reason.
i am a petty patty. Tsk.
1:42 AM
Self Expression.
Yes,enjoy.
JosDigitalArt More to come.
11:17 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Yay!
I am overjoyed
because he just called and we erm,talked?
Ha,Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
he sounded really cheerful comma
i am very jumpy now comma beware fullstop and smiley
Buildabear interview(failed)+Popeyes+traintalk+4 Happy Friends= A Fabulous Tuesday.
12:08 AM
Nowadays keep on conferencing and laughing and playing soccer with des and dan.
The Alkaline Triooooooo.
Yay,tmr there will be an interview.Really hope we get it uh!
:)
goodnightttt,
i'd like to leave you with the message of the day:
If god brings you to it,he will bring you through it.
Remember ok guys!
1:06 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
ESFP - The "Entertainer"
About the ESFP
"For the ESFP, the entire world is a stage. They love to be thecenter of attention and perform for people. They're constantly putting on a show for others to entertain them and make them happy. They enjoy stimulating other people's senses, and are extremely good at it. They would love nothing more than for life to be a continual party, in which they play the role of the fun-loving host."
"They love the excitement of playing to an audience, and they try to generate a sense of "showtime" wherever they are. Performers are not comfortable being alone most of the time..."
"outgoing, social, group oriented, dislikes science fiction, does not like to be alone"
"ESFP like action and excitement, and are able to link together people and resources. Because they accept and deal with people as they are, they are able to understand what is necessary in order to motivate them to get jobs done. They prefer a work setting that is lively, action oriented, andharmonious."
"The dominant function of ESFPs (Extraverted Sensing) is concerned with the reality that is perceived through the senses. This type's prime directive is to examine the tangible through taste, touch, sight, feeling and hearing. ESFPs' need for new experiences surely results from this function."
1:03 AM
Visual/Spatial Intelligence
People with Visual intelligence are artistic. They are very aware of their surroundings and are good at remembering images. They have a great sense of direction. They like to draw, paint and read maps. They learn best through drawings and visual aids.
Common Characteristics
Good at solving visual puzzles
Enjoyed geometry in school
Good at drawing
Can visualize pictures in head
Notices colors and shapes
Enjoys photography
Good with directions
Can remember places vividly
Good at artistic composition
Likes books with pictures
Career Matches
Artist
Architect
Graphic Designer
Engineer
Fashion Designer
Interior Decorator
Photographer
12:59 AM
MyPersonality.info Badge
12:00 AM
Thankyou joel!
Got the site from joe's grudge and decided to
open up my bed and dig out those dusty pictures from my past yearbooks too.
goodnight!
11:28 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Seeeee,i have many fishies to give to everybody!
Hahahahaha,woohoo,playing with layouts manzx!
will change it like everyday!
:)
9:25 PM
Today i went to Holy Trinity with my dad and grandma
to visit my granddad in the columbarium.Came across this piece of note stuck to the niche near my granddads and it wrote,'Hello Grandpa.My name is Ian,We love you! ....
The place was rather peaceful,Very colourful but not in a pleasing manner because of the little cute things and flowers they placed all around.Somewhere we go to annually.We would all keep very quiet and pray.And when i wait for them to finish, I would worry about my grandma.I wonder if she's still grieving inside.i wonder if she still loves him as much as before.I wonder if granddad knows who am i.I wonder if he likes me.I wonder if my dad still misses his dad.I wonder if the niche next to each other,knows each other like friends, in heaven.I wonder if they are all looking at me right now.And then i would be a busybody just like my dad.looking around to find the latest cinerary urns brought in.
Lastly leaving the place,only to come back again a year later.
I think my grandma's cute in her own ways,and i adore her.
Word Spit,i could have vomited so much more.
i did not touch a mooncake this year,
i have never touch the moon before.
but i've touched a cake,
touch touch,Tag you're it!
:)
Now i feel like drawing with wacom
i feel like a kid with crayons,
Yay-ee
5:33 PM
Fruit Tree Fresh Orange superrrrrrrr pulp-pee fullstop.
2:34 AM
Forgetting Sarah Marshall
Made of honor
Mind Hunters
Mamma Mia
boy,im tired.
:-) :-) :-)
12:36 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Currently listening to In the secret by Chris Tomlin.
Very very addictive,loved it since i first heard it last week.
Today was so much better,maybe cause i controlled my emotions very well.
I played soccer today,turned up 1hr late,and stupid danny downgraded me back to elephant.
Ha,it was quite fun and tiring i must say.Laughed quite alot when i missed the shot and all.
Enjoyed the company though.
I am so catching up with my moovies!
Watched Another cinderella story,Wild Child,13 going on 30 and the 40 year old virgin.
Going to continue with my mini marathon after this,hee,
Super duper free nowadays,so peeple,pls call me out!
Faith! my studioproj Video! :)
5:06 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
What a restless day,feeling so listless
The first day's not over but i miss you already.
I know its stupid,its just NS,but emotions are truly unpredictable and uncontrollable.
Cry like shit again.
This morning when i saw you leaving,i turned and wooooo,the flood came.
I dont want you to see me like that,i didnt want you to worry bout me.
i put on a strong front,even though it was very hard,cause i cry super easily.
Cried myself to sleep,wanted so much to see you off,
but you're right,its better this way.
Ahh,this suckzxzxz
I hope you're having the time of life in there though,its so your thing!
It makes me happy when you're happy too.
Plucking beansprouts for mother made me think alot
cause plucking doesnt need thinking,and its 50cents worth of beansprouts okay!
One big bagful gosh.
Thoughts,thoughts and more thoughts.
(Ha,if you're reading this,you would have laughed to yourself)
Bottom line,i miss you really really really badly.
i sound super obsessive,what is wrong with me?
but this is nth but the truth whaaaaaat
12:49 PM
Enid is loving it! Dirtygerms' winners! L for Losers! Ha,
This is super sweet!
Many Cinderellas!
Vomitting,ha,noooooooo.
Dot and her eye
faith! she looks like the girl on the raisin box right! (: Yay,many peektures!
HappyBirthday Bella!
:-)
Anthony left this morning,
The whole night was spent with him okay,
He wrote&played me a song,Super touching.(below)
We talked,he played the guitar,he taught me how to play Your Call.
Yay me! &the thing i hated most was when it was time for him to leave,
Cant wait to see him in 3 weeks time though,i will be strong!